Ok and Okay, so even though this is a tech forum, I hope in the general chat area of the forum I can create this journal - also in remembrance of a dear friend digidave AKA Ponder as I hope he will find his way here to us - I'm still the same genuine person you knew back then and although things change and situations beyond our control happen (such as the fact I now live in a group home) true friend find their way(s) back to people again if it is so meant to be.
So I'll stay here and perhaps move over to the general chat and more casual forum that could be setup at some point from our maintainer K4sum1 and I'm very grateful to be back here, but I will also stay at MSFN and the XP Forum as well .
Today was very productive and I walked to the dollar store (about 1 mile and a 1/2) and it feels good to be back even walking alone on the sidewalk because you/we aren't alone - we are always here FOR ourselves and its quite alright to walk alone WITH yourself. Sure being out in public is very difficult for me as I suffer from extreme awful social phobia and agoraphobia, but I'm working on that every day to salvage this life and my remaining time on this planet as we never (truly) know when our time is up.
Ok ... see you in the AM tomorrow everyone and well wishes to all members of Eclipse forum.
Stay strong everyone
Edited by me to fix errors.